How do you tell them what worries you when you know top them it's just going to be another paranoia or delusion brought on by your psychiatric problem?
How do you tell your dad, your sis and your brother that your Mom has been haunting you since she left earth and has been calling you to join her since the first time you first started having those dreams...
That you even dream god saying to you that your days are numbered...
What if I die tomorrow and my family doesn't know how much I loved them? That the world never knew about the stories that I have to tell them... what if I died never experiencing true joy? What if I died and my life have been nothing but living a life in vain - pointless and wasteful?
Once a long time ago when I was around 15 or 16 I used to sing this rhyme I made my self = if I die, would you cry, bye, bye?
Nothing is as lonely as the thought that should you be gone tomorrow, no one would care or even be concerned that you lived at all...
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