How I feel lately

Because the World Can't See Me Happy

And I am lost today:

Because joy, which I thought was lost to me forever,

Came back to greet me; to be my friend; but alas,

Joy cannot be mine!

Because, the world is forever envious of my desperate glory;

The world cannot bear to see a smile upon my face,

Because my smile mocks everything that is crass, cruel, cynical

and contemptuous in life; and the world cannot have me

eradicating pain permanently: After all, what will pain

do once joy is disclosed to all on a permanent basis?

So the world has a vendetta against me;

It has send pain, misery and all that is splendoredly dark

and bleak, out to get me;

And so, here I am again.

Lost and uncertain;

Because the world,

Just cannot stand still and let me be;

Because the world,

Cannot bear to see me happy.