Goodbye: Love is dead

Because you never had faith that my love was true,
You blamed me and then tell yourself lies that you have forgiven if not forgotten,
You torment me still because in your heart you can never forgive me for letting go.

I know the world will never know the truth but it doesn't matter because I know you traded true love for something safe and acceptable. You coped out because you didn't have strength enough to fight for us, cause you never had FAITH.

You can write all the BS you want in your tell-all book and make-believe that what you wrote there is truth, but you know there's a part of you that will forever be discontent no matter how hard you try to sell to every body that you are happy.

Maybe it's just me in my bitterness wants to believe that I still matter. But you don't get to build a beautiful world for me only to shatter them because suddenly you are tired of holding the walls up.

So yes, have your happy new life with your perfect little wife who gives you nothing but joy and I'll move on with mine cause that is what you want. I'll try not to stalk and harass you because despite this angry post I'm still so lost in love with you.

It doesn't matter if I go to the grave alone and live the rest of my life with what-ifs and what could have been, I just want you to know, even if its all in my head, you've done something that no one on earth has ever managed to do, you have marked me for life and I want you to carry the burden of knowledge that you have on your hand my whole life, but you chose to throw it away.

I hope you are happy, really happy for someone deserves to be happy after all the pain that I've been through. If it couldn't be us, at least I'm glad it's you.

You traded true love for a pipe-dream. God bless you Gene.