Jonathan Brandis my darling friend
... my sweet innocent LSM... why did you have to
die? I don't know how to go on... other than mom
and you I have never felt as if anyone on earth sees
me for who I really am... All anyone ever see is the
someone they build up in their head... no one see
the ingrained loneliness of a FREAKSHOW that
never belonged.. only you understood truly cause
only you were close enough in my mind's travels...
singing to the moon and back is not for anyone
alive to love me.. but always to you who gave me
hope long before i ever needed to learn the word
by heart just so I could survive to live another day...
Allah almighty I am in love with a dead man... and
every-time I try to reach out to those who seem to
care.. all their petty insecurities and envy... NO
ONE is as pure as MOM and JB (Jon) and no one
ever will be again. He didn't move the world like
other celebs did.. but he moved mine and that
makes him the biggest star that ever live and I don't
care that the world has forgotten you my sweet
angel... you are always as dazzling as you were
once... in my mind. I will survive Jack, if only so
you can finally R.I.P. Love you eternally for a
thousand more years - morning_gl
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