Lesson Learned The Hard Way

1. There must be a reason, a purpose Allah wants me to fulfil for I am constantly being save from my desperate actions.
2. I must learn to listen to what Allah is trying to tell me: I am not worthless and neither is my life futile or pointless.
3. My desperate need to have someone love me as thoroughly and deeply as I love Darrel, does not make me needy and neither does the fact that no other man than Darrel ever gave me the time of day means that I am unattractive, unlovable and/or unworthy to be loved with deep intensity.
4. I must learn to differentiate between genuine feelings to protracted ones. 
5. I am not ALONE and neither am I lacking in a strong SUPPORT SYSTEM.
6. I must trust Allah's judgement and decission made where my destiny is concerend for Allah does not forsake those who does not forsake themselves.
7. No matter how dark or deep the abyss you have sunk into, there is always someone or something which are still capable enough to help bring you out of the oppresiveness and into the glitering sunlinght.