Too hurt too care

No ONE and I mean no ONE can breech my innermost thoughts and personal freedom and get away with it.

I DON'T care who you are and what you mean to me... I could have loved no one but you for 20 years but there's just certain boundaries you don't cross with me if you expect to get anywhere near my heart EVER.

I am not EASY. i a, certifiable. you take me on, you take everything there is to take on. i never go for half meassures... It is either do or die and i guessed you chose die cause you treat me no different than Lauren and Paris.

Been schooling you for three days... N you still dont get it... I m not the SAME... I am not one of your fawning groupies who die at the first sign of affection from you.

I was moved by your gestures cause I thought they were genuine but it seems you are to shallow to comprehend the vast and deep ocean from where my love comes from.

Truly hurt and disapointed that you still take THE easy and safe road you never seem to tire from
.
Being 'loved' by you has trully been exhausting. Really wish you never arrived at my door when
i was 14 and innocent.

You have managed to do in one week what you failed to do in 20 years: drive me away